I'm Kayla. I'm 14. I have suffered with Bulimia Nervosa for a little over 18 months. I'm not going to lie, it's gotten very bad. Went from 3-4 times a week to 2-6 times a DAY. It's a hard addiction to quit; but I don't want "professional idiots" helping me. I am trying to quit purging myself. I need control. I used to be a bit over 160 pounds at 13 years old. I am now 14 and at 120, feeling the best I have ever, but the ED eats me up emotionally to the point where I am mentally fucked up. Cutting, crying, sleeping, eating, and throwing up are my way of dealing with my emotions. Weight is the only thing I have control of in my life. Questions?